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deadrose (cover)
03:43
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oyomenioide (cover)
04:33
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murasaki odoshi (cover)
02:09
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antipathy
01:42
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antipathy (rap ver.)
01:42
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Lyrics:
I be dreaming 'bout demons
sometimes it gets me screamin'
cause I see myself wanna die by suicide
they tell me to turn my frown around and live my life
It's not that simple.
When I treat it like that life gets more tiring
and I cry, I don't wanna die,
but I watch my life go by.
maybe one day I'll realize
it all means something.
life's full of mystery and personally, i'm just here for the ride.
I've never committed a crime but I've wondered what it'd be like to watch someone die.
To be a giver than a receiver,
To shower in the blood of a believer.
Fuck everything.
(Fuck everything.)
I know I'm messed up in the head,
thinking I'm better off dead
standing in line
wasting my time
wondering why
(I'm stuck in mental hell)
Is it too late to save me from this fate?
Stuck in this eternal fucked up mental state.
I think I'm done I'll never see another day of the sun
I'll just sit here holding this imaginary gun
(there's so much I wanna tell)
waiting for the day I can say I'm okay
but I just end up asking myself again anyway
how do I change my ways for better days?
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it's a part of you now
02:08
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t's been a few days since I tried to change
a few days since they told me to change my ways
it's still a struggle, believe me, I'm struggling
ain't always positive, honestly miss a lot of things I have to do everyday
like
Today I woke up at 2 am
I missed a whole goddamn day again
I slept for like 20 plus hours
I wake up and the sun is not even there
I don't even eat my breakfast yet
I wallow in social media instead, it's something I absolutely need to check
then the negativity flows in again
I don't know if I've moved on
to be honest I wanna go back to how it was before
I've been showing you my smile,
that I'm doing great
and we talk but the pain's still there
and you show that you do still care
there's no regret what we had
but I wish it was longer and maybe more permanent
but that won't happen
not a lot acknowledge my shit
but I won't stop, I'll still keep doing it
and I appreciate people like you that genuinely think that things that I do is
a piece of art
coming from the heart
and from the heart,
and from the art,
It makes your day a little better
So I wonder
You say I'm talented,
But all I'm doing is sharing my demons
I don't know how else to express it
So I put every thought into music
And hopefully all of these lyrics
Will reach you and people around me
Cuz honest to God I put all of my feelings
And all of the things that I think are so selfish
like
"I don't know why I feel so bad when others have it worse?"
or why do I have no one to talk to even if friends and family are there
I know I'm lucky,
but no, my brain says to me
"You're the worst person in the world."
"They only like you cuz you put on a mask and you carefully choose your words."
But no, fuck those thoughts
I have to be more grateful for the things that I've got
These demons will always be a part of me but now I see
I have to try to look at life positively
I have a whole life ahead of me
So fuck these thoughts
In the end, I'll be grateful for the things I've got
The sun is finally coming up so I've gotta get out
I guess that's what living's about
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